June 7th, 2008 by haleroch
impossible ne?demo making impossible to possible is Yukan Club…(oops!sorry too much watching jdoramas)
you’ll always find me admiring someone on TV or magazine then dreaming someday i would met them in person…meeting them is enough for me though…i can’t take them off to my mind…there’s something about them that makes me "gaga" for…i mean crazy about them…they’re different from me…from culture to country itself(talking as a whole)…
Looks is also one factor though it is deceiving…actors are know only in their roles but then they are really different person and so is the basketball players…so,when is the right time that i could see their true self?
maybe NEVER…or only in my dreams…i mean it is really impossible…only in fairy tales it does happen…for a simple person like me to befriend and knew them personally…ha ha!a big NEVER…(*sigh)
maybe i could just keep on dreaming someday it would(at least I’ve been with them in my dreams..really!)
…i just couldn’t help myself longing for them…i must admit the fact that in reality…it wouldn’t happened…and that impossible becoming possible happened only in fairy tales…
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May 23rd, 2008 by haleroch
In order to be listened you must listen first….
why is that there are people who doesn’t know how to listen…?they tend to tell stories of people who you don’t know then when you’re about to tell you story they don’t pay attention to you…isn’t that bein’ unfair?
doesn’t they know how to listen?it is a must in a conversation…arg!
i found it very tiring…listening to people while they doesn’t listen to me…all they do is talk, talk, and talk…(*sigh!)its kinda boring now…though being a good listener is one way to help and gain friends…i just don’t get it
when all they want to do is for you to listen…i know i do also tell stories of people they don’t knew but i make it a point to show them a picture or whatever..you know…unlike them…i was kinda doubting of the stories ‘coz i don’t even really know what or who we’re really talking about…geez!but you know i couldn’t help it…
i just want to meet somehow a person who is willing to exchange thoughts and ideas with me…someone who could listen at the same time open to me…though i know i already have one or two…but they this thing called "distance"keep us apart…so now i doesn’t have any…then i just wish to those people who don’t know how to listen to be sensitive to their surroundings…people might enjoy hearing your stories but tend to got tired because you know…not all the time you are the one to be listen…the truth really hurts!so please be sensitive…
i’ll always be here for all of you…but i also got tired…lets just be fair to all…lets balance things though it could be impossible…but then lets try hard for it…lets do our best…!gambarimashoo!
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April 6th, 2008 by haleroch
it’s summer time…for some it means vacation,vacation and vacation…(*sigh)too bad…as for it was nothing usual…i spend this summer at home where i find myself waking up late(and sleeping late too..!),being lazy on chores watching tv and surfing internet…it’s kinda boring though, it fires up m interest to where i’ m really passionate about, basketball…
Last year,i sort of lost my interest with basketball…my mind was floating all year round though, sometimes it crossed to my mind too…people knew it was one of my weaknesses…they use it after me(*boo!),like teasing me and so many things…while they are one of the reason why my interest kinda fade with it…I’m not blaming them…it was nice experience…really…’coz I’ve gotta know myself more,face my fears and learned a lot…during the last days of school year,I’ve been depressed…don’t know how,don’t now why…only me,myself and i would really understand…people might not noticed it because I’m a happy person, i usually cover up my feeling and emotion(…though it really means pretending) i get over with it…i wish…
It was March 31,2008…the start of PBA Fiesta Conference in Manila…where both of my favorite teams in the pro are playing the same day…i got so much excited…within this week…i find myself looking forward everyday to visit PBA forums and eager to know so many things about it…i also realized i was so left out too…I’ve missed many important trades and events…while before i was really updated…thank God it was summer so i can start again…As i was writing this…I’ve got a news that JC Intal(one of my favorite player..i love him) is sick…he’s suffering a skin disease…still now i don’t know what kind though, I’m really sad ‘coz i haven’t seen him played this conference…he missed already two games…and it was said that maybe he’ll be back half of the conference..or if it get worst maybe the whole conference…oh!i don’t want that to happed..i hope he get well soon…T-T
…ah yeah..
…got to go…
…let’s back to the ballgame…
…tee hee
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April 2nd, 2008 by haleroch
...i fEeL sOo bRokEn up…eN i givE uP…i wAnt tO teLL yOu sO yOu kNow…
-yeLLowcard, Only one
That’s what i really feel now…so broken and tragic…but life has to "MOVE ON"..for the many times i would always say, "i hate that words"…but then it was true…as if saying goodbyes and farewells to all…i must live life to fullest…people come and people go…but always leave a mark here,in this thing they called "heart"…another year end into my life….i have overcome my fears…i discover new things about myself…but i still feel so "ALONE"…i still feel left out…maybe i’m still not used to it…but sooner or later i’ll be fine
…why can’t i be happy? why they are so selfish….?why they find happiness in hurting peoples feelings..?they are so mean…they know your strong thats why they abuse your feelings…isn’t that being selfish…being so insensitive…i hate it so much…damn it!hope those people will find their own karma…hmp!
…gosh!
…i miss blogging…
…i’ ll update it know…
…ahehe….
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April 2nd, 2007 by haleroch
as a typical high school transferee would say…..
Recognition day sounds like a melody in every student….another year passed…no more books, no more assignment, no more schoolworks, no more projects, no more teachers….Yes!!!its vacation time…Its all about hanging out…It will be fun….but then, after the melody there’s a simply lonely sound I heared…The sound that I doesn’t want to hear….The sound of Goodbye….As the school year end…There’s always a possibilities of losing friends, teachers, mentors, even the school itself….
It is the day which everything turns out fine….The day that gives me creeps…Our Recognition Day….I wanted that day to move so slow…so slow that I could cherish my precious time with my precious Friends….As I was spending the day with them….Sadness came to me…as if saying"It’s enough, We have to go…"every smile i came it double the sadness inside my heart…As the time goes by..I knew after this long day…It’s over…We reminisce the memories, we spent together, the trials then i Realized"too bad, I’ll be no longer connected with them…but then,I also realized how lucky I am to have a friends like them…..When I come home..tears fall from my eyes..As I read their letters and messages, I keep thinking…"How am I supposed to start a new beginning if a keep turning back?"…I can’t helped it…I really don’t want to Leave them but I have to…I will leave my school with I considered as my comfort zone…the school which I spent my 4 years of education…It took my most important stages of my life…I just can’t hardly get away with it…I knew I will also leave my friends who makes me feel specials…those people who accept me who am I…they are my friends who makes my school days memorable…And now, sooner or later I have to start and learn to adjust everything…I should face my fears…the fear to be alone..the fear of rejections and the fear of losing my friends…I knew it wasn’t the end…It is just the beginning…Let’s see what happen next…
Who Love FAREWELL’S anyway…???
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March 10th, 2007 by haleroch
Ang cute ng JS Prom nLa khPon…
akLain mo mgnda pLa s Orchard….
HaaaaAAy….at Least nkraAnas aq ng JS ng FMS….
mLay q bng ndi nah aq d2 magaraL nxt yr…
at Lest kht papaano…hehe
Its ReaLLy a Nice eVent,That a High SchooL stuDent wOuld Cherish Forever…
Cant Wait to be Third Year this year…..Wahehehe!!!!
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November 18th, 2006 by haleroch
I’m So sad nd Upset….
graveh….
tLo ung mga Teams ko sa PBA….
Gosh…
D bLe,Now I set My Mind to…
avOid Being so Much inVoLved in da GAme….
Buti Ngeon na Lessen ung Mga burden ko about this one….
Kc Naisnspired ako ky Larry Fonacier…
I saw his Video in da youtube…
It was Very Nice…
I was impressed to him…
Nakakainspired cia…
I thought He is onLy gooD Looking…
Pro He is a Man Of Wisdom…
He is so HumbLe….
Now,He is 1 of My inspiration…
It Help Me to Overcome…My ProbLems…
Thankz To Dis PersOn….
Thankz LArry Fonacier…
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October 28th, 2006 by haleroch
Sad aq..
UntiL now ndi q p rin mtanggap ung PgktLo ng ADMU wid UST…
qng KaiLn pAh ngfocus aq sa worLd ng UAAP…
Taz,,ung mga fav pLayer q..Lyk: JC my Luv, Macky nd Doug..wiLl Leave Diz year…
haAAyy,,,
Bwi n Lng Tau nXt Year gUyz…!!!
dAtz Lyf…
I Hav To Move On….
Year Lng nLa toh…
TiLL nXt yeAr gUyz,,!!
One Big Fight…!!!
Animo Ateneo…!!1
Go Ateneo..!!
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September 22nd, 2006 by haleroch
Sna MnLo Kmi Sa UAAP…..gLing ksi ni JC IntaL….Tpos Smhan mo pah ng…Macky EscaLona…Dvah…??
Eh…Sympre pgbLue EAgLes PngUUsPn sLi n Ntin ang Cute n si Chris Tiu..PapabLe nah 3 Pointer pah…San kah pah???
Bsta Ateneo Fight!!!
Go Larry Fonacier!!!
One Big Fight!!!
Go Ateneo!!!!!
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